as tall as i think i am..

i fall down often. inside i mean. like emotionally..i always see it coming but i just let it happen anyway. i don't think its a serious problem but a problem none the less. i want someone in my bed thats nice and attractive. someone who understands that sensitivity is not a weakness but in fact a virtue. i wanna take care of someone..

i think about the hummingbird. how peaceful it appears to us when its floating in the air. what we don't think about is the amount of work it takes from the hummingbird to look so peaceful.  they can hover in mid-air by rapidly flapping their wings 12–80 times per second (depending on the species). can you imagine having to work so hard just to stay a float? i say this not because i think that the hummingbird struggles, but because i think often we think we are when we are not. we fall down emotionally because far too often we forget..we have to flap our wings to stay a float..