the heart often wanders

i am if nothing. a human. that being said i know that inside i am meant to be strong and hold on to my shit but sometimes it just can't be done. sometimes we drown ourselves in emotion to the point we have to come up for air and just scream!
my heart hurts and my body aches and there is nothing other than time that can stop it.

but i digress...

and now a song

though the words are in my mind, they stumble in mouth
they trickle out with time and fumble to the ground
and there's an aching in my heart, a tremble in my voice
but when i see your face. i haven't got a choice

it's not my fault, if i can't let it fall
it's not my fault, if i can't let it fall
there's a circle 'round my heart
wrong direction from the start

there's heart that running wild, wild and free
a heart that's not my own, oh and never wants to be
and there's a wind that's blowing hard deep into my soul
of everything i see and everything i know


it's not my fault, if i can't let it fall
it's not my fault, if i can't let it fall
there's a circle 'round my heart
wrong direction from the start

there's an aching in my heart a tremble in my voice..
but when i see your face, i haven't got a choice